Have you ever had one of those days where it’s just not your day? Yeah, I know that can seem a bit dramatic or that can be every day of your life, but today literally IS NOT my day.

This morning I had a doctors appointment to go and get my TB test finished for my new job (that my mother absolutely does not want me to have, it seems.) I had to be there bright and early because I have class at 9, and I haven’t been in class in a week because it’s only a weekly class and last week was our out-of-class midterm. Anyway. So I was on my way home, to my home at school I should say, and these lovely people just decided to make my day so much better by whoopsidentally stopping really fast, causing the other people to immediately stop behind them as well. I, being the dumbass that I am, was going 30 and had just realized they had stopped but it was too late. So obviously I hit the person and there was just nothing that I could do about it then. The girl was super nice and chill about the entire situation, saying she knew that I wouldn’t be able to stop and there was basically nothing that could have been done (yet I don’t know what she told the cops, so…) 

Basically I have to get a new car. My parents have liability on my car, which means that the insurance people won’t fix my car, I have to do it myself. I thought liability meant that I had to pay out of pocket what happened to the other person as well, but the insurance lady said that they take care of that (tgod, because I don’t know what else I’d do. I’m poor as shit.)

My dad had to come from his work to come and get me because I was basically adamant that even though my car was drivable, the drivers side door would not open, and the hood could not close. He basically told me “there’s a bus you could take, right?’

So now apparently I have to take the bus to school (and I don’t have cash.) The only problem on that note is: I work out of the town that I live in, and I’m not real sure how I’m supposed to go to work. Basically, I’m fucked and stuck at home because I don’t have a car to drive and I more than likely won’t have a car to drive for a really long time. I have a headache and literally all I want to do right now is sleep.

What doesn’t make it any better? Everything in my classes is due this week. Yes, EVERYTHING. I have a super hard test on Tuesday that I’ve already accepted I’m going to fail because I’m not prepared, I have an entire scrapbook on health care due Thursday, along with a grant proposal and another assessment paper.

Yes. My life fucking sucks.